My desires have been in conflict for a long time now. I have a wish for a husband and a deeper desire for intimacy with Jesus Christ. Meanwhile I’ve had to see friends and family get engaged and marry, while I have seemingly been moved over. And I confess, seeing my circumstances and hurting over this has made me blind to the truth of what Jesus has been trying to teach me. He wants me, and He wants me to choose Him over all. He wants me to be so happy in Him that nothing else compares. My wants and desires aren’t bad but they aren’t beneficial to what I need now, and that is being all and giving all of myself to my heavenly husband and Lover of my soul who’s been consistently wooing me into relationship with Him.
I surrender now my Love! Come!
Till Jesus wills it,